I remember yesterday when I was 18yrs old, but today I'm 58. I have wasted so much of my valuable time clubbing, online, bullying people, fighting and I have NoT taken out a second to think what was I DOING. NOW, it's too late. TOO late to regret the past. TOO late to start over. TOO late...tooo late.
Flipping thru my yearbook in high school, I was a smart kid. What happen after that?...I don't have any recollection of my past life. All I know is I HAVE not achieve anything. WHY?? WHY?? Time flew by sooo fast. I've finally woken up from my sweet dream but now...I am at a dead end.
Taking the stairs to my doctor's office at Henry Ford hospital I past by a custodian... cleaning the dirty floors. Passing another gal, I see a card on her scrub R.N. Jennifer Tomey. Then I see a doctor talking to another doctor with a language that I do not understand.
What were they doing when I went out to party? I don't know..... and I don't what to continue on thinking.. because I know... my life is DONE.
arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggggggggggggggg I can not take this! What a failure I am!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!
WHEN YOU HOLD A LOADED GUN IN YOUR HAND. TAKE A SHOT!!! DON'T WAIT UNTIL IT'S TOOO LATE!



