a loaded gun and a sissy

[lieu13ac]

I remember yesterday when I was 18yrs old, but today I'm 58. I have wasted so much of my valuable time clubbing, online, bullying people, fighting and I have NoT taken out a second to think what was I DOING. NOW, it's too late. TOO late to regret the past. TOO late to start over. TOO late...tooo late.

Flipping thru my yearbook in high school, I was a smart kid. What happen after that?...I don't have any recollection of my past life. All I know is I HAVE not achieve anything. WHY?? WHY?? Time flew by sooo fast. I've finally woken up from my sweet dream but now...I am at a dead end.

Taking the stairs to my doctor's office at Henry Ford hospital I past by a custodian... cleaning the dirty floors. Passing another gal, I see a card on her scrub R.N. Jennifer Tomey. Then I see a doctor talking to another doctor with a language that I do not understand.

What were they doing when I went out to party? I don't know..... and I don't what to continue on thinking.. because I know... my life is DONE. ~X(

arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggggggggggggggg I can not take this! What a failure I am!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!

WHEN YOU HOLD A LOADED GUN IN YOUR HAND. TAKE A SHOT!!! DON'T WAIT UNTIL IT'S TOOO LATE! ~X(~X(~X(~X(

[gdpt-]

:-O Make sure the gun's loaded.... with water. Hehehe..

:-B

[OoSoOSwtJenna]

Even better Jeedy, if the gun is loaded with soap water. Then there will be bubbles all over. woooooohooooooo that's fun eh :))=)):D





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*~~I know what I can know, and am not troubled about what I cannot know.*~~

[JK]

I remember yesterday when I was 18yrs old, but today I'm 58. I have wasted so much of my valuable time clubbing, online, bullying people, fighting and I have NoT taken out a second to think what was I DOING. NOW, it's too late. TOO late to regret the past. TOO late to start over. TOO late...tooo late.

Flipping thru my yearbook in high school, I was a smart kid. What happen after that?...I don't have any recollection of my past life. All I know is I HAVE not achieve anything. WHY?? WHY?? Time flew by sooo fast. I've finally woken up from my sweet dream but now...I am at a dead end.

Taking the stairs to my doctor's office at Henry Ford hospital I past by a custodian... cleaning the dirty floors. Passing another gal, I see a card on her scrub R.N. Jennifer Tomey. Then I see a doctor talking to another doctor with a language that I do not understand.

What were they doing when I went out to party? I don't know..... and I don't what to continue on thinking.. because I know... my life is DONE. ~X(

arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggggggggggggggg I can not take this! What a failure I am!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!

WHEN YOU HOLD A LOADED GUN IN YOUR HAND. TAKE A SHOT!!! DON'T WAIT UNTIL IT'S TOOO LATE! ~X(~X(~X(~X(


:) It's never too late to start something.... regardless of your present age or situation.
What you should do is laugh at your past, and mak a move. It's the time for action now. Stop wasting your time ...thinking about ur past.